sorry for not postinq for quite some time, i find it that nowadays very lazy to post. Today was the last paper of the YEAR !! but, it was not enjoyable at all,

I came to school, had many problems on my mind plus one that was just recently added on.. I have my personal problems to take care of, not involving my family or friends. But , the problems i was thinking about today was really frustrating and i wanna cry. But i can't. I have many problems but not one of them is enough to make me weep. So, i went into class, go straight into my seat and i want to sleep to forget them. But not forgetting it... then i went down to go assemble and i ignored my friends, nat,sherilyn,nicole & farah. Cause i don't know nowadays they like buay song to me like dat. So i don't care lor. I go assemble and slam the door, i used to doing that. Then, i thinking about the problem and didn't know the door slam summore. Then, farah run out say what's wrong with me, i don't wan to tell her cause felt like crying. Then, i realized that in the 2 years i knew farah, she is STILL the person i trust the most and i know she's also the most carinq person i know.

Usually, nat will be the one to ask me why i like so emo, but then, ths time she nvr, so that confirms it, i dunno wad's wif them...

Then, i reach parade square, clarrissa & belinda ask me what's wrong. I dun wan to tell, cause i'd rather keep it all to myself. But i like really dun wan to talk to anybody, but i wan them comfort me like a friend. But on;y farah, and my friends from 2C did that. I wonder if i did anything wrong to nat that grp...

Then went up to class for exam, and jazreel was lik u okay or not, then she ask nat and she tell me that nat was like don't care me like that. C'mon !! WTF i do to u sia.. I also not talking not because of u all right !! Dont' care as though we quarrel like dat...

I dunno wat's going through their mind la, but since she dun wan talk, then dun tok lor..
That's the problem recently added to my worries !! I hvae enough le !!

Paper was easy and i went to eat with MH,belinda, clarissa, joleen and sy. I didn't eat anything cause no mood. Then, after dat i go home..

what did i do to make u all "hate" me in that way !!