Since u don't want to see me again.. I can't help it but just think of you... But just to know how much i love you...

reached school abt 0650..took shots of ppl in class. din manage to see who i wanted at the bus stop but nvm, i'll just try agian on tues. Took some shots with nat,clarissa,trishal n farah. then school started.

PE time was tirinq. Had to do 3 sets of push-ups, crunches n burpies? din know the spelling.Then the guys played handball. Then it was the girls turn.I down there just slack but an accident happened btwn hajar n clarissa. Apparentley, they crashed into each other but hajar landed on her back so she can't be THAT hurt. Clarissa had dislocated her knee and she was crying like it as so pain. AND IT WAS PAINFUL. she can't even bend it. so she got admitted to changi general hospital and i'll visit her wif trish so i can pass her some stuff.

To all my friends that i have made upset over my recent mistake.
I'm sorry for what i did and i hope u all will justforgive and forget. I know it was dumb to start things like this and i regret it. I'm sorry and i hope we can be friends again. Jaslynn

Fine.. I'm admitting for the "Brian" thing i did in nat's blog. If you wan come talk, just sms me.. I'll tell you why and it's up to you to believe..

He can never keep his mouth shut can he? And don't ask me wad his name is.. i don't want anyone to know...

Fuck La..!! I SERIOUSLY FEEL LIKE SLAPPING AND HITTING SOMEONE CAN?!MIGHT AS WELL LAY EVERONE'S PROBLEMS ON ME!!IF SORRY WAS A CURE ; THEN LIKE DAT EVERY MISTAKE YOU DID CAN BE CURED WITH A SIMPLE WORD "SORRY"? I DON'T THINK SO?! THE DAMAGE IS DONE. AND THERE IS NO WAY YOU CAN ERASE THAT FACT!

sorry to nicole aw n shi hui for causing unneccessary quarrels between us. REALLY SORRY.didn't mean for everything to lead into a quarrel.

today nth much happened. Sent my grandparents back to the airport, went for church, bought donuts from donut factory and went home

BUT,
when my dad wanted to drive the car out of the carpark, in front of him got this black car, inside got 1 girl 1 guy.Then queing up for the cashcard exit thing. Then, the car in front of my dad's car suddenly reverse and my dad didn't know so he horn the horn and faster reverse back, ifthe car infront reverse any further, he would have banged my dad's car. So means it's the guy's fault right?

Then ar, my dad reverse le rite, then the driver of the car suddenly just come out of the car and walked towards our car in a buay song type of way.Then his i tink gf come out dunno say wad then the guy go back the car. Then my dad use another exit beside only lor, then the guy look here then give us the buay song wan fight look sia... don't care him la. He big meh? come out of the car like wan fight lik dat sia.. not our fault wad, anyhow diao wan come fight like dat.. Tell him go eat shyt and fuck off la...!!

haiz...
Guess who i met on the tm interchange?
MARCUS...

I want to forget him yet i can't.. Y.. Y.. Y..
It's hard for me to like other ppl if i can't forget abt him..
I hate hime yet i love him.. Typical...

hm...

i shall talk about my trip to jarkata since i have not posted for a long time...



DAY 1



Flight was at 0330 in the afternoon. Left school during reccess and made my way home.Reached the airport at about 0245 plus checking in. Was in the same flight with my cousin and my uncle.The flight was about 1h15mins.When we touched down, we took a car to the hotel that we're staying at and met my other cousins there. HAHAHA.. Next one was funny.. since my other cousin, L, was still asleep, me,S [ my other cousin on the plane],my older sis, my younger bro and sis went to her room and started to pounce on her. She was so blur to an extent that she fell from the bed. LOL... Then we got our room keys and we 4 girls had a room to ourselves. We unpacked our things and met our other relatives for dinner downstairs. It was a 10 course meal but to the 6th course.. i was really full!!And i had a headache on top of that. After dinner, we 4 girls went back to our room and to shower before going back to sleep. But we watched some tv a while. Me and S were going to sleep while my elder sis,E and M[ my male cousin] were watching a scary documentary. He has his own room but he's sharing it wif our uncle. So M stayed in our room for a while then he went back to his own room to sleep.

DAY 2
*sigh* we had to wake up quite early in the morning to attend the tea ceremony but in the end, girls didn't manage to go becus no one had told us the room number and which obviously got us really lost all over the hotel. So we ate breakfast and then our aunt brought us to do some window shopping before taking us back to lunch which was a buffet. But, i was still stuffed from yesterday that i only took sashimi and ICE CREAM !!! After lunch we went to this really BAD shopping mall that didn't have wad we wanted. We could hace spent the time at the other mall that we first went to OR we could have done our hair for the wedding dinner.Well not me.. since my hair is kinda short, but my cousins would. So, we went back to the room after the bad shopping experience and we can skip part of the ceremony which we were not involved in so we 4 girls and my male cousin, went back to our own rooms and went downstairs to have a swim since Jarkata is so hot of 32 degree celsius!
So, we had a 1h swim which we played by sitting on each others shoulders and trying to knock the person down. I always lost as i couldn't have my balance right. Then, we tried to climb up a ledge which resulted in several bruises. Nearing to 0430 [jarkata time] we climbed out of the pool and went back to the room to prepare for the wedding dinner. I wore a deep purple dress of knee length and really short heels. S wore a black dress and necklace and long heels.E wore a greenish blue dress and had earrings on. My elder sis wore a pink cheongsam which really suited her. I will try to upload some pictures.Once we were ready, our male cousin was already outside waiting for us and we went down to the ball room together.

DINNER BALLROOM

when we arrived, they were not done with the preparations yet but WOW !!! The dinner event theme was gold and red. And if you combine a rich family with another rich family u get a really REALLY REALLY grand wedding. boy, it was grand!! The food there had western,chinese and others. BUT, the dessert section was so so mouth-watering.. IT LOOKED FABULOUS!!!About 2 hrs later, the other guests had arrived and did i mention that it was a stand-up dinner? Means that there were no chairs. There was a lucky draw to be held at the of the wedding. So when the bride and groom entered it was really romantic, they sang a song to each other i tink it's called " Tonight i celebrate my love for you " So after the cake cutting and champagne pouring, it was eating time. I only ate a couple of things and we 5 found a place to sit at the ledge in the dark area. It was really funny.then before you know it, it was time for the lucky draw...We 5 ppl weren't entitled to the draw as we didn't register our name.. we forgot.. The prizes given out were i-pod nano (2), 1 diamond pendent, 3 return tickets, Nokia N-something and vouchers. There was a draw for ladies and if u catch the bouquet, u receive a diamond pendent.So, since we 4 girls didn't register our name, we didn't participate. BUT, we didn't know that the groom can request ppl to come over and we heard our names. " Miss Stephanie""Jaslynn""Jessica" but he didn't say my other cousin's name as she didn't want him to say it. So, we joined but we didn't get it casue the bouquet was thrown to the front and we were at the back... Then it was the male's turn, if they catch the garnet thrown, they receive something bigger than a diamond pendent. Matthew didn't wan to go and join but after we 4 girls pushed him in, he didn't have a choice.. So he didn't catch the garnet but the person who got it got a HUGE teddy bear. We laughed as we thought that the prize was really the bear but in the end... HE RECEIVED AN I-POD NANO !!! WTH !!! matthew felt disappointed...

After the phototaking and stuff we went back to our room as we were beat tired and our legs hurt from walking.We soaked our legs in hot water and were left to babysit the little children as the adults had gone off for karaoke and drinking. We slept around 12-Jarkata time.

DAY 3 THE LAST DAY

We woke up at abt 0930 and went to wash up and went down for breakfast. We were the last to arrive as we didn't know AGAIN. so we had a 10 min breakfast and then our aunt brought us to shopping at factory outlet. It was an hour drive and when we reached there, the stuff there was sooo cheap like an adidas bag there cost abt 12 SGD. A DKNY shirt/Jacket cost aroung 14SGD...It was really cheap. We went from store to store and bought a few shirts at the last store. Then we went back to the hotel and packed oour stuff then we headed to the airport after we had a couple of donuts. We reached the airport and checked in and flew back to sg.

That's all for now.

ok..
so the previous post..
the continuous story
I"M GLAD

MY dad said that in the heat of the moment and they apologized to us. MEANING: THEY ARE NOT GETTING DIVORCED!!! YAY!!!

"Children,mummy and daddy are going to get divorced"

I'D WISH I'D NEVER HEARD THOSE WORDS COMING FROM MOUTH!!! I HATE THEM!!

whoots!! I'm finally back from my holiday but in 3 weeks time i going to Jakarta again.. for wedding...

Anyway, HAPPY NEW YEAR to all, we are all a year older yada-yada-yada...tomorrow is the first day of school n I will miss all my friends my other classes. Tiring.. I will post again tomorrow. BYE !