Wednesday, March 26, 2008 @
7:43 PM
i hate seeing you, after what you said to me.
You can never place your trust in your "good" friends, they'll just try and make you responsible and the secret will spread in time. Even if they found out that it was not you, they won't ever apologize...
School went as usual, mr tay talking retardly again. Was feeling rather tired due to fatigue.
Felt down as i remembered the "quarrel" between me and you. So far, only 3 ppl know about this, the 3 ppl i trust most since sec 1-2. Shuld i pretend that nothing happened?
Had guitar today, need to practise chords for "Edelweiss".
Wrote 2 new songs today. Here's a sample:
First Love
Time goes by slowly
into the endless light
that seems t be lighting my life from afar
and no one seems to know about it
It's been a while since we last talked so far
Everytime i try
you always turn your head around
Leaving me to be alone
once more
-chorus-
You were always gonna be my love
forevermore
Everytime i see you ,you always reminded me
You will always be in my heart forevermore
You will always be the only one
in my life
Coming through from the darkest of times in my mind
I will remember you till' my last breath
Days just go by
ever so slowly
Letting me decide what is mine again
Keeping me in my own embrace of warmth
Watashi ha eien ni itoshi teirundesu
those 6 words mean
I will love you forevermore
I won't let anyone have you...
[CHRS]
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Not finished yet.
It's taken from the utada hikaru first love with a bit of it's lyrics.