Ok.. My life has been utterly miserable and it sucks nowadays.

I did such a stupid thing, but i felt guilty and did the right thing by returning it, but it was cowardly, i know. But i didn't expect the odds of the coincidence to be against me, i know ppl will suspect me to be the main on. I admitted everything i did last night to my parents, and i know i hurt them DEEP. I know i said to my dad that if he did what he did, I'd hate him for life. But, now, i seriously dunno wad to do. I admitted every single mistake i did in my life and i ended up crying.. Hard. Whilst crying, called a friend and related everything, cause seriously, i need to get rid of this habit. It's been going on since i was P4 and it's gotta stop.

I'd totally understand if you didn't want to talk to me again, especially after what i did. It was DUMB i know, i went over the line and did such a stupid,stupid mistake. Now, it's all down to her to see what's gonna happen next. But my mum was like, i have to tell, to learn my mistake. I've learned it, so u no need to do it. I wonder what's going to happen to me... Someone told me at most is suspension since i got a clean record. But i seriously dunno anymore.

The funny thing is, my mother thought that there are 2 sides of me. One bad and one good...In other words, possessed.

I don't expect ppl to trust me anymore...I just ruined my whole life, doing what i did. But, i wasn't responsible for the rest. I wasn't...