Tuesday, October 21, 2008 @
2:59 PM
Fucked up life is inclusive of a mother who has mood swings.. biasness
Knn..
Fuck u, i also never do anything , no need come kp right? You like purposely come find trouble with me then purposely com argue, eh, very nice to argue is it? U ask me go do thing that i already did, then when i say i do already, u say u went in and say that it's not done. Then when i go in, it's already done then i tell u that u blind, u say it is not. OPEN YOUR DAMN EYES LA..
Then i dun wan go in see already cause i dun wan gen ni argue, then u come scold me, say i never listen and must be more responsible. Eh woman, WTF did do wrong first? Then i say back is u say that you went in see and it's not done, u fucking say that u never say that. WTF u wan me to do? U come and twist your words, making me like a total fucked up idiot. U got stm is it? People got hear u say , u ownself say u never say. Fuck u. Then u bring up all my other mistakes i did in the past, FOR WAD? Then i tell u, got no need to bring up, then u say u where got bring up? Knn, ccb. Then tell me i treat this family for granted as long as they make me happy can already. What sia?
Then u say i'm always right and everybody's wrong. You trying make me feel guilty for something is it? I come home bathe then always stay with the computer, i dun talk to anybody and dun care. Like that i won't make trouble. Then u come fucking say that i treat my house like hotel, come and go whenever i like. Then only come to you when i need money. Eh, if tt's the damn case right, i dun wan talk to you cause eveery single time i say something to u, u always make it into a quarrel. Then u say that you treat me so nice.. Ya right.
Newsflash! What did u ever do good to me other than giving me money, how the fuck did u treat me like a mother? HOW? U come question me with how i treat u, u might as well ask yourself first. I mean, for fuck's sake, you treat your son so much better. And don't expect me to believe that u got treat me like that before. HAHA, if u did, pigs're gonna fly. And, every single quarrel u had with me, when the quarrel results because of your fucking fault, did u ever fucking apologize for any of them? I don't get it why i should be the one apologizing for everything i do, even though i wasn't the cause. Then u come tell me that yr's and dad's quarrels is always because of me. Eh, u dunwan me just fucking say it to my face la, no point making me damn bloody guilty cause of u.
Then when i say something u know that i said right, u come and fucking scratch me cause you can't slap me, ya, i dun allow u to slap me cause i'll hit u right back, u can't reach my face then come fucking scratch my arm, go to hell la! Die earlier can? Your son do wrong like hitting other ppl, u NEVER blame your son, but u blame other ppl. AND, I NEVER CHOSE TO BE BORN AS YOUR DAUGHTER OK? IF U WAN BLAME PPL FOR MY EXISTENCE, MIGHT AS WELL BLAME YOUR FUCKING SELF!
Arguing with you has a very little chance of winning, cause u say things then deny that u said, like that, makes it very hard for me to say back cause i have no idea what u;re saying, like that, u blame everything on me. Fine, i dun wan argue then i go into my room and slam the boody door and lock it cause i was so damn fucking angry, then i punch the door cause i wan to hit something,then u come in, unlock the door , open it and say "if u want to make noise, dun make it in my house."
Knn, i wan make noise, my taiji right?! Still say i show no respect to you, well here's something, You don't deserve it. You make it sound like, you owe me a living, u confirm i got fucking say it anot? BITCH
I seriously wonder why you're my mother, tell me, what are some good things u ever did for me other than paying for my school fees blah blah blah and providing me with money? What the fuck did u ever do for me, i ask u. To you, I'm just a burden, i know it cause i heard it.
Fuck you, u have no right to call yourself my mother.