Not in the mood..
Sunday, August 16, 2009 @
11:22 PM
I felt my mood drop suddenly. One moment I was high, the next I was... Ugh.. You get the idea..
At least the outing with a group of friends yesterday really rocked my week :) EL O Level Oral is tomorrow, don't think I have to worry about that. Silverstein's song is getting stuck in my head.
"I bet you believe that I'm better off with you than someone else.."
Anyway, just did some recent thinking, about people and about how lucky I am to have them, like an example: Trishal had always been a good friend, as in a really close friend to me, she's not like other people who will twist and turn facts for fear that it hurts ones feelings, she just says it to your face. Now that's rare :) Not many people can actually do that.
Then there's Candy, I have no idea how and why we got so close but its nice :) She's always able to make me laugh a lot and with her sometimes really childish ways, I don't know, I smile. Lols..
There also others like Ernest, Boaz, Paul and Walton. Though it may not really seem like it but there are actually really funny and awesome. They're able to make people laugh or what without themselves trying. So yea, they tease a lot, but its just for the fun of it :)
But yea, like any high school's teenager's life, there're always others. Others that you were like best friends with a really long time, suddenly dies down to "seeing each other, saying hi" kinda life.. Its also cause different classes, so it can't be helped either. He has a life too.
Then I thought about myself. So sure, Im not perfect, then again, nobody is. But that doesn't give people or anybody or even yourself the right to criticize other people. Every person has a flaw of their own, its just whether or not you want to accept it. I don't hate anybody. The past is the past and just move on. Its a sucker to think about past mistakes anyway. Only waste's time.
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Ok. I rarely go all "political" in my posts but this is somewhat relieving.. I don't care about what happens to him or whether or not I see him again. Because he'll never notice anyway...
