Nightlife
Monday, November 16, 2009 @
5:55 AM
I have never felt so bored in my life.
It’s 5.45am in the morning and I’m not tired, not pissed, just moodless.
I can’t sleep.
I have a goal in my head and that is to see Bill Kaulitz. :D
Gosh! He’s like the sexiest thing alive!
Sometimes I don’t like it when it’s turning 6am and there’s footsteps in the kitchen.
It freaks me out a bit.
Night is quiet
Dawn is about to break
Sun is about to rise
And I haven’t slept all day
There’re times that I honestly feel that I can be myself
As in my music self,
Only when I’m with Sabby
Because she’s the one closest to me and that even we are in different schools
I’m not afraid to be not be reserved to her
I admit that in school or out with friends
I can be sorta anti-social
Reserved and not talk much
Constantly on headphones & it turns out
Even if I don’t wanna admit it
I just wanna fit in with them.
Sure
I'm not exactly the type of person you wanna tell everything to
And that sometimes it's just hard to talk to me about something
I admit my flaws
Sometimes I wanna just
Get a sense of style and just be normal like anybody else
Style wise?
The clothes I want to wear,
Is just too crazy to wear it in Singapore
But the thing is,
I realize I can't change myself to fit every single person's mindset
Just be yourself
I’m a songwriter and music comes first in my life, apart from family & friends
In the past, I didn’t wanna admit that I wanted to be a singer in the near future because
It just didn’t seem possible
I can’t accept criticism but now I can
And I know that one day I will make my mark in the music world.
Because I got inspired and motivated
Dream big and let no one tell you different
It’s your life
By the time you’re done worrying about what others think of you
Half your life is already gone...
Oh and, I LOVE my friends a lot
This only shows that this is what happens in 6 in the morning, I blabber.