Forget Yesterday

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2010-07-05T22:59:00.001+08:00

3 more months..
That's all I have to endure.

This kind of life will never suit me.
You will never be either.

2010-05-19T21:45:00.000+08:00

Ahhh... FUCK YOU
GO TO HELL.

Strange

2010-02-13T22:20:00.003+08:00

Still waiting for Tim Burton's Alice in Wonderland Soundtrack to be in stores. I'm gonna love it. :D I just realized that this year I have a couple of things that I want. Sneakers, slippers, shirts, jeans, contracts, FREEDOM, piercings blah blahblah

Yes, my blog died. I'm rarely reviving it because I really cannot be bothered with updating it. :P & I'm still deciding what to get for Candy and WL. I love you both, seriously. I got kinda touched after reading both their letters and I really appreciate them a lot and the rest like Paul, Walton and the rest. :) This year might not be so bad after all.

4 weeks w/o jamming is horror. Alright, just take it slowly..

A freak of nature ; Stuck in reality

Hurricane

2010-01-22T21:13:00.000+08:00

CRASH CRASH BURN

Let it all burn

lmao

2009-12-19T16:24:00.002+08:00

MY DAD WENT BALD.

roflmao

I probably will never get used to it cause he looks weird.

Anyway, had an awesome time yesterday with Bree and 2 new friends, Nigel and Wendy. Had a blast on the rooftop terrace of Esplanade and did random covers and chatted until we had to go. D: Aw.. Should meet up again :]

"I chose to live without your attention.."

Did You

2009-12-16T05:07:00.003+08:00

I feel so proud of myself ! I finished one song !

It's called "Did You".. Lols.. Now just need to figure the music. :D Hopes Bree has a safe flight back here <3 Heard that N level results are released this Friday? Good luck to all those receiving it ! And a few more weeks, its school ! Noooooo !!

"There's no real love in you.."

Gah..

2009-12-14T22:42:00.003+08:00

Sleep time's still screwed..

Wanling left already, have fun and take care of your tongue ! I'll be missing you :D This whole week got relatives coming to my house then leaving for Penang for christmas on the 22nd. Had my cousins and relatives over for the weekend, didn't see Lizzie but saw Matt and Nick :] Went and meet them when I woke up at 4 >.>

2 more days til Bree returns, maybe doing a cover with 2 other people that the both of us are gonna meet up with at City Hall. Time passes damn fast now.. A few more weeks and Sec 5 life starts. BOO! I so don't wanna start school.

Feeling bored and waiting til 1am when World behind my wall MV gets released. Entertaining myself with stacks of DVDs, music and lyric writing. Don't think I'm gonna start on homework anytime soon either.

I'm burning can't you see?

Past

2009-12-10T09:22:00.004+08:00

Feb 22nd, the kickoff of TH's humanoid tour :D

My sleeping time's all screwed up again.. Sleeping at 5-ish 6 or else its in the afternoon til the night.. Just revisited all my old posts and gosh, was I silly back then. I feel stupid now. Like wtf is her problem ! Lols..

The more I look at world tours and playing live on stage in front of so many people, makes me wanna actually go that far but sometimes I've no idea where to begin or what to do when we've got everything figured out or whether if it will actually work out. If I can get it done in my sec 5 year, it's gonna be really fast.. Maybe we'll be done by then cause now its just the words, then we'll need to make the music then recording already.. I doubt sec 5 will clash into this path of mine, school has always been very slack for me even though teachers say that it's gonna be our most stressful year.. Really.. Screw school sometimes

It's hard to make up lines for me every time when there is no certain melody in my head, so pratically, I need to know how the music will sound like when I'm writing something or it'll take me forever to write one properly.. There are people telling me saying that, there's no way you can achieve your goal and that it's impossible and that it'll only be a dream.. Yea I know sometimes I expect a lot, but at least I know what I want in future and its this. It has always been this, since young it has always been this. And I'll know we will make it someday.. My life's on this..

A screaming nightmare..
Give back my heart that your body rejected

nein

2009-12-09T12:36:00.000+08:00

NEIN !

Automatic

2009-12-09T04:25:00.001+08:00

Bill Kaulitz never cease to rape my ears with his song "Automatic" :D

I'm here..

2009-12-08T23:01:00.000+08:00

Was feeling rather down since 2 days ago, then cheered up a lot after today :] Thank you, love you both <3

Met Wan Ling and Candy at Century Square then went to get Wan Ling's debit card. Then looked for shoes for Candy then train-ed to town area. Went to taka for lunch, ate sotong,sushi and takoyaki! Then walked to Far East there and saw Wan Ling pierce her tongue! It was awesome, lols, makes me wanna pierce also. Then left them cause had to meet family at Paragon for dinner where we celebrated Jessica's bdae. Was so damn full , didn't eat much. Just reached home.

That day never came..

Silence

2009-12-07T10:35:00.004+08:00

Last night was probably one of the worst nights I ever had. I cried for a fucking hour. I hate it when I cry..

It's not you chasing me out of the house that did it, it was you blaming me for your and other people's mistakes that caused it.

This just gives me another reason to hurry my music career, just to get away from the house from a while.

When you can't breathe
I will be there
Zoom into me

You say I'm fixed; but I still feel broken..

Anti suicide part

2009-12-06T03:30:00.002+08:00

Don't let memories go of me and you
The world is down there out of view
Please don't jump
Don't jump
And if all that can't hold you back
Then I'll jump for you.

-Don't Jump (Tokio Hotel)-

To me you'll be forever sacred..

Forever..

2009-12-06T01:59:00.002+08:00

Better update before she comes back and check. x]

Went out with Bree on 6th Dec minus 7 days, im too lazy to note the date. x] Went to pizza hut and ate lunch, then slacked around interchange. Crap talked about the future and we both know what we want and what we expect in the future, just a matter of time before we actually do anything. Love her loads ! <3

Then, went out to ehub and celebrated weipeng's bdae :] Been a while since I saw all of them, it was really nice <3

Waiting til 16th Dec when Bree comes back, then we both have another 4 days or so until I gotta go away for christmas. xD I wanna try to make my goal in the middle of my sec 5 life then I'll be damn happy. Mother bought for me Tokio Hotel's Humanoid album and I'm so damn effed' happy about it ! <3

I need more inspiration to write lyrics and I gotta get my lazy ass off the chair to actually start putting chords into them. Writing it is soo much easier than placing the music in. Gonna collab with Bree for a couple of songs when she gets back, maybe gonna do a cover or two. The first finished piece im done with, i think of getting it edited to Bree then remarked then maybe... Just maybe..

Last of all,

BILL KAULITZ ! <33

Humanoid.

2009-12-05T23:52:00.000+08:00

I GOT THEIR ALBUM ! <3

Effin' happy.

-

2009-12-03T19:16:00.006+08:00

I need to know.

Can we ever make it?
In the near future?

I don't wanna doubt it.

Happy Birthday Weipeng & Stephanie :]

Bleh.

2009-11-26T22:13:00.003+08:00

I'm so fucking bored. I'm down with insomnia.. Everyday sleeping at 6am and waking up at 4pm, want to jog also can't jog cause too lazy >.> I wanna swim and go out and i have the need to shop like mad. Feel like buying shirts,jeans,hats,accessories.. >.> At this rate, im dying at home.

I'm having a writer's block on songwriting also. >.>

For every single person in my life :]

2009-11-19T22:42:00.002+08:00

We have a while to go throughout this path
Just let memories last and don’t look back
Just live the dream and climb the steps
Let go of all the stuff that people said
Just hold onto me
I won’t let you fall behind
Just take my hand
I won’t let you drown

The times spent was precious
Precious in every way
The laughter and the joys we shared
Each had a brand new day
Sure there were bad times too
But we got through them all
Till the end of the day
I don’t care about it anymore

Nightlife

2009-11-16T05:55:00.005+08:00

I have never felt so bored in my life.
It’s 5.45am in the morning and I’m not tired, not pissed, just moodless.
I can’t sleep.
I have a goal in my head and that is to see Bill Kaulitz. :D
Gosh! He’s like the sexiest thing alive!

Sometimes I don’t like it when it’s turning 6am and there’s footsteps in the kitchen.
It freaks me out a bit.
Night is quiet
Dawn is about to break
Sun is about to rise
And I haven’t slept all day

There’re times that I honestly feel that I can be myself
As in my music self,
Only when I’m with Sabby
Because she’s the one closest to me and that even we are in different schools
I’m not afraid to be not be reserved to her
I admit that in school or out with friends
I can be sorta anti-social
Reserved and not talk much
Constantly on headphones & it turns out
Even if I don’t wanna admit it
I just wanna fit in with them.
Sure
I'm not exactly the type of person you wanna tell everything to
And that sometimes it's just hard to talk to me about something
I admit my flaws

Sometimes I wanna just
Get a sense of style and just be normal like anybody else

Style wise?
The clothes I want to wear,
Is just too crazy to wear it in Singapore

But the thing is,
I realize I can't change myself to fit every single person's mindset
Just be yourself

I’m a songwriter and music comes first in my life, apart from family & friends
In the past, I didn’t wanna admit that I wanted to be a singer in the near future because
It just didn’t seem possible
I can’t accept criticism but now I can
And I know that one day I will make my mark in the music world.
Because I got inspired and motivated

Dream big and let no one tell you different
It’s your life
By the time you’re done worrying about what others think of you
Half your life is already gone...

Oh and, I LOVE my friends a lot

This only shows that this is what happens in 6 in the morning, I blabber.

WANTS

2009-11-09T20:56:00.002+08:00

Holidays

2009-11-03T01:28:00.003+08:00

Haven't posted in forever. >.> O Levels passed for me and im determined to do well in them. Advanced to sec 5, final year and im stuck with 2 months of holidays and i have no idea what to do with that much amount of time. >.> <.<>.> Might as well use the time to swim or something, id go for anything to keep myself entertained.

Plenty of things happened since the last post, things happened, i knew new things and obviously found out several too. Anyone wanna go out? :D

Tired but not in the mood for sleeping either. Listen to the video on the right :DDD I love that song now ! xDD

I forgot what else I wanted to post. >.> STM <.<

EOY

2009-09-22T20:11:00.002+08:00

14 or 18 more days to EOY exams.. And I havent even started studying.. I really should start. But, I cant seem to get off the comp other than to sleep or eat..

._.

After school went to mac, then skipped chinese cause i have no mood to write anything. Then went to T1 with Paul,Boaz,Glene,Joshua and Walton. Saw someone familiar on the bus.. lols.. Around 4 we left, came home. Bathed,sleep,eat. I couldn't be bothered to pick up a book and study it..

I need the motivation to study.. Or I'll never study at all. Tmrw's my bdae ! :]

Holidays

2009-09-08T12:59:00.003+08:00

Its the start of sept hols and gonna go for the class bbq later around 6 or 7 cause a bit sick. Have to ton cause promised Candy and i dont wanna go home in the middle of the night anyway. I love G-Dragon's song Heartbreaker ! :D Anyway, Got back my result slip and I wanna kill Maths.. Cause I had 49.9.. Needed 0.1 more mark to freaking pass my maths. Then again, I didn't study at all for maths. lols. Gonna spend the hols finishing my hw and such. Update stuff and continue on my avatar edits for $$$. :DDD But seriously, my art sucks.. -.-" Had a "tiff" with my dad and not talking to him since yesterday, he doesn't even know im not talking to him. Zzz.. That's what you get with a father that doesn't know anything that goes around in this house. Hm.. 'N' Levels started yesterday and I wanna say GOOD LUCK to the people taking it ! :D Must get promoted. Can de ! :]

"We built it up to watch it fall
Like it meant nothing at all"
-I can't hate you anymore-

GIMP is better than photoshop cause whenever i use photoshop, it lags.. lols..
An avi example i did on GIMP w/o a proper mouse and i have to say it sucks.
Before-After

:DDD

2009-08-27T21:05:00.002+08:00

I saw him today. When i went home with trishal :D, saw a blue bag then a grey top. And looked up and saw his face and saw him come down the bus after trishal :DD

Aargh ~ He caught me looking at him ! I caught him catching me looking at him ! lol...

Bored.

2009-08-25T20:44:00.001+08:00

Living

2009-08-23T23:03:00.001+08:00

"I've no life, but neither do you." :3

Check-ed

2009-08-21T22:57:00.004+08:00

Had checkup. Then I was supposed to be involved in a confrontation after school today. Couldn't find the person, so let it slide til Monday. Ate lunch at CS with Walton,Aliff,Candy,Paul,Ernest & Laijin. After that it was around...3 plus? All went my house and slacked.

After that all left, going to watch UP at midnight.

Now, to get something straight:
What do you mean by, when you guys wrote me a letter and nothing gets into my fucking head? All you guys said was, I like to cut in conversations and talk about unnecessary things and there are just some things you just cannot believe. Fine, I accept it, I wont emo or cry over something like this. Now, I dont talk to you, I dont touch you, I dont talk anything to you and yet, I get fucking insulted and that nothing in that letter gets into my fucking braincells! I thought we were alright already..

And if you say Im PSYCHO, i wanna know what made you think it. And, this is between you and me ~~Cancelled~~, so don't anyhow insult other people just because they are associated with me.

And if you do see this, i really dont care. Like you said, i write what I want, you dont like it, you leave. And to set other record straight, I don't have anything else against other people. Unless you insult me, i will not have anything against you, at all.

I admit, I can be a bitch, but I'm only one if I have to. Its the same with everyone else, they're only bitches when they get angry.

2009-08-20T17:18:00.002+08:00

I wanted to do this for a while:

Jiayous/Congratulations! to those who received their O Level MT results yesterday. Hope your results are your desired ones and dont get so upset if you didn't:) You can always try again and do better! :D

Muscle spasms

2009-08-20T16:56:00.001+08:00

I hate them.

Say one thing ; Do another

2009-08-20T16:28:00.004+08:00

-TRASHED-

_________________________________________________________________

Its not worth it. At all.

Not in the mood..

2009-08-16T23:22:00.002+08:00

I felt my mood drop suddenly. One moment I was high, the next I was... Ugh.. You get the idea..

At least the outing with a group of friends yesterday really rocked my week :) EL O Level Oral is tomorrow, don't think I have to worry about that. Silverstein's song is getting stuck in my head.

"I bet you believe that I'm better off with you than someone else.."

Anyway, just did some recent thinking, about people and about how lucky I am to have them, like an example: Trishal had always been a good friend, as in a really close friend to me, she's not like other people who will twist and turn facts for fear that it hurts ones feelings, she just says it to your face. Now that's rare :) Not many people can actually do that.

Then there's Candy, I have no idea how and why we got so close but its nice :) She's always able to make me laugh a lot and with her sometimes really childish ways, I don't know, I smile. Lols..

There also others like Ernest, Boaz, Paul and Walton. Though it may not really seem like it but there are actually really funny and awesome. They're able to make people laugh or what without themselves trying. So yea, they tease a lot, but its just for the fun of it :)

But yea, like any high school's teenager's life, there're always others. Others that you were like best friends with a really long time, suddenly dies down to "seeing each other, saying hi" kinda life.. Its also cause different classes, so it can't be helped either. He has a life too.

Then I thought about myself. So sure, Im not perfect, then again, nobody is. But that doesn't give people or anybody or even yourself the right to criticize other people. Every person has a flaw of their own, its just whether or not you want to accept it. I don't hate anybody. The past is the past and just move on. Its a sucker to think about past mistakes anyway. Only waste's time.
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Ok. I rarely go all "political" in my posts but this is somewhat relieving.. I don't care about what happens to him or whether or not I see him again. Because he'll never notice anyway...

BOO!

2009-07-12T00:31:00.002+08:00

DA DA DUUUUUUM !!!!!

Muahhahahaha ~

Officially insane?

nah, hyper only.

-ahem-

Im here to officially REVIVE my blog !

:D

Hehehehehe !

I feel like I've got nothing to worry about.. and everything's gonna be alright.

Answer.

2009-07-09T15:22:00.002+08:00

Being not in school for 2 days, I found out stuff. Stuff that I'd never expect to happen either. They're one of the good friends Ive had. Now, everything suddenly turned. And now, all I wanna know is :

Why?

And

What did I do? Someone give me a clue.

Dead

2009-05-29T22:17:00.002+08:00

I'm losing the urge to post nowadays, maybe its because my life is too boring to post anything. Anyway, now it's the hols and I plan to spend them, going gym, job and study and going out. One, by then, i'll get a phone. PRONTO!!

Results on my report book are just.. -.- I didn't even bother studying for my exams apart from maths, which i just looked through.. Zzz.. ! I need to get motivated to study or I'll just have borderline passes for all subjects for my o level or worse, retained. I must study !! Especially on POA, it'd be good if someone could help me out for it anyway..

Now, developing products online for some virtual thingy. Playing around with photoshop and I want my computer to be fixed so i can stop using this laptop.. And return to all my games !! Or i could just listen to Skyzer and concentrate on studying.. xD Or not.. :P

3-4 weeks holidays !! 29th June last day or reopen? I dunno. I got another goal, I shall TRY to be nicer >.< Hahaha, I'd doubt I can. :S

Talk about people who disgust me

2009-05-20T18:33:00.002+08:00

Ah.. Whatever. Results so far have been crap and I am resisting the urge to go somewhere and punch someone's eye out. Being friggin told off by Quek because of geog marks makes me wanna punch her all over again.. But yea i won't. Or I'll get another BETA for it.

It's already good enough that I had my 6 BETAs erased off before I entered secondary school. So, Yea.. I should stop my thoughts on fighting. Or I'll land another 2 more in elsewhere.

Maths results were not so bad. Add maths were even better. Geog results suck. POA results suck. Biology results suck. And the rest was alright. I'm not gonna waste my time going to school tomorrow when there's nothing to do.

Rant post

2009-05-19T21:01:00.002+08:00

Rant post. Beware.

To the sucker called steph (bloodismyfavouritedrink.blogspot.com) and the extra called sean who keeps insulting my good friend :

Eh, you got guts to call her a mother of satan behind her back, you don't dare admit it when she finds out. Fuck suckers like you. She dunno you, you dunno her, you nothing to do , you insult her for wad? Eh, she your toy is it?

You wan find trouble also dun dare approach her. You only got mouth to talk big only, but dunno how to act. You act emo, punk & skater, just brings down the whole reputation of them. You're the one who can't live in a society like this and don't you dare bring my friend down to your level.

You wan ignore me, u say it to my face la. Don't come humji write on your friend's blog say let's ignore that loser. I can tell you this, if she approach you in school, you confirm got no face to fight back. Because that's what you are, got guts to say, no guts admit.

Then, when you know that she know you called her a bitch + a mother of satan, you emo. You say you lose trust in your friends blah blah blah. Omg, one flaw like that, you emo like crap. Eh, you think you express you big also is it? You got no life .

I dare you, I dare you approach her. I can say that you will not know what to say if she confronts you. I can confirm that. You think she is a person where you can use and insult as you please and don't expect her to stand up for it. This only shows how wrong you are.

And, she got better things to do than to spam your tagboard. She rather confront with you face to face and settle things than writing on your tagboard. Yea, is I write one. Why? You not happy then you say la. I give you my link , I shall meet up with you and I dare you come settle with me. Nobody insult my friend until like that ok. If i know you insulting me also, you better say it to my face. And you'll still die anyway.

Die early. This society doesn't need people like you.

Days and days

2009-05-17T21:11:00.002+08:00

It's been a while since posted but at least.

EXAMS ARE OVER !!

Whee !! And Clarissa's bdae was awesome. Awesome bdae bash and such. Haiz.. I very lazy post a long post. Anyway, tmrw have chinese oral..

Will post later.

Exams !

2009-05-13T22:01:00.002+08:00

Ahh !!

2 more papers to go and it'd be the end !! :]

POA, most likely I'll flunk it, same goes with Biology & Geography. I think the only subjects that I can pass is Maths, A-Maths, Chemistry, Chinese & English !!

POA, bio & geog are just goners anyway, i won't bother studying them, I'll only browse. Lols.

Happy 16th Birthday Tay Faith Candy !! :]

(Again xD)

:]

2009-05-13T19:50:00.000+08:00

HAPPY 16TH BIRTHDAY CANDY TAY !! :]

=P

2009-05-10T22:07:00.000+08:00

HAPPY 17TH BIRTHDAY PAUL KHOO !! :D

Exam blues

2009-05-07T19:04:00.001+08:00

Had chemistry paper today. Should be able to pass.The best this is we finished at 9.30 :]Maths paper tomorrow..

Ahh.. !!!! 8 more days ><

雨の落下させる

2009-05-05T22:39:00.001+08:00

Aaah !!! Stupid chinese paper 2 have not enough time to do ! Zzz.. Write until hand pain. Tmrw go eat sushi with Amanda !! :D

10 more days to the last paper !!!

雨の落下させる

jar Jar

2009-05-04T17:16:00.002+08:00

Ok, for all you guys reading. Read this, I find it really meaningful. :]

When things in your life seem almost too much to handle, when 24 hours in a day are not enough, remember the mayonnaise jar... and the coffee...

A professor stood before his philosophy class and had some items in front of him. When the class began, wordlessly, he picked up a very large and empty mayonnaise jar and proceeded to fill it with golf balls. He then asked the students if the jar was full. They agreed that it was.

So the professor then picked up a box of pebbles and poured them into the jar. He shook the jar lightly. The pebbles rolled into the open areas between the golf balls. He then asked the students again if the jar was full. They agreed it was.

The professor next picked up a box of sand and poured it into the jar. Of course, the sand filled up everything else. He asked once more if the jar was full. The students responded with a unanimous "yes."

The professor then produced two cups of coffee from under the table and poured the entire contents into the jar, effectively filling the empty space between the sand. The students laughed.

"Now," said the professor, as the laughter subsided, " I want you to recognize that this jar represents your life. The golf balls are the important things-your God, family, your children, your health, your friends, and your favorite passions-things that if everything else was lost and only they remained, your life would still be full. The pebbles are the other things that matter like your job, your house, and your car. The sand is everything else-the small stuff."

"If you put the sand into the jar first," he continued, "there is no room for the pebbles or the golf balls. The same goes for life. If you spend all your time and energy on the small stuff, you will never have room for the things that are important to you. Pay attention to the things that are critical to your happiness. Play with your children. Take time to get medical checkups. Take your partner out to dinner. Play another 18. There will always be time to clean the house and fix the disposal. Take care of the golf balls first, the things that really matter. Set your priorities. The rest is just sand."

One of the students raised her hand and inquired what the coffee represented.

The professor smiled. "I'm glad you asked. It just goes to show you that no matter how full your life may seem, there's always room for a couple of cups of coffee with a friend."

To me it's really meaningful, to me. I don't really know about you guys. Anyway, had English Paper today. Not bad, but my proposal i write wrong format.. Zzz..!!! Good luck for MT paper tomorrow. xD

btw,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JING YI [ I KNOW I'M A DAY LATE :)]

Nger Management

2009-05-02T21:53:00.002+08:00

Damn.. I dunno what's with me these few days. I keep getting pissed waaaaay easily, for the smallest things too. Gee...

Sports Heat only went for 4x100m [ 2nd Last]

Monday is Mid year exam, so probably I'll study for it. My computer's still not repaired, so i'm still using the laptop. And, I'm still phone-less !! >:[

Ahh.... WHATEVER

Looks like I have to wait until I get my Mid year results.. Must have at least 3 'A's to get a phone.. Zzz... !! It's been 5 months w/o it.. !!!

Went down today , met trishal and slacked a while. Basically, weekends are pretty boring, i guess. Just study study study. I'm couting on my Maths, A Maths and Chemistry or English for my 'A's.. I'll need all the luck I can get.

:]

Track NowRun

2009-04-29T22:00:00.003+08:00

Haven't posted for a few days.

Sports Heats was cancelled cause of rainy weather [:[] Pei-ed Candy go Tamp1 to shop for some stuff. Left ard 4 or 5? Today, dad sent me to school, friggin' hot weather, then there was wind [ :D] [FINALLY, Seriously, just SNOW !]

Then, learnt had to bring back all our books by tmrw, so slowly bring back few books. Exams start nxt Mon and last day of exam got chalet :]

Here I go

Scream my lungs out and try to get to you

You are my only one

I let go, there's no one who gets me like you do

You are my only, my only one

Frankly, that's a really nice verse..

Italian

2009-04-26T19:42:00.002+08:00

Met my parents and siblings at suntec for lunch at 2. Went Harris to shop. Then went to buy grocery to cook spagetthi. Came home, cooked dinner and slacked, use laptop. blah blah blah..

I'M SOOO BORED !!!

Shop

2009-04-25T21:13:00.002+08:00

Woke up at 11. Went shopping with my Mum and elder sis to Tamp 1 at Uni Qlo. Bought 2 shirts, 1 shorts and 1 sleeveless sweater. My mother is still as firm as ever of me getting a phone. My dad has no problem with me getting one. I mean, it's gonna be the 5th month w/o a phone. Gee...

Returned at 8, had dinner and going to watch BEDTIME STORIES with family soon.

Elizabeth,

You faster come down to sg if you want to know how me and her are getting on ! Haha.. :] You still can't believe it, can you? I'm not believing it too. Lol..

Mid year is starting soon, I need to "study" for them.

Another week gone

2009-04-24T19:24:00.002+08:00

Another week gone, which brings me another week closer to Mid year exams.

Had PE today and i still fail my 2.4km Zzz.. ! 1 min late !!Damn !

Had a looong chinese paper 1 test and I tell you, I'm flunking it. I have no idea what the topic was talking about. And I anyhow did it anyway.

Anyway, that's all

ta-ta

Stepping back in

2009-04-23T21:46:00.002+08:00

Been a long time since I posted.

Been having test after test, assignment after assignment [ as if i care] and for today, bitch after bitch.

Yes, bitch after bitch.

No use getting all whiny just because people didn't like you and didn't invite you to their party. I mean, you're being a brat that way and please.. Please.. GET A LIFE !

And, ok, Lizzie might not believe this.

I'm in a way.. on really good terms with my mother. I mean, hello? We're always quarreling and now we're not and we're like hm.. closer?

I don't know.

Anyway, watched 17 Again with Carissa, Tracy and Hidayah yst and not bad i guess. Haha, tmrw finally have PE! Haven't had it for weeks anyway. I can't wait til last day of Mid year.

Time to get high ! :]

Monday Blues

2009-04-13T19:03:00.003+08:00

Haven't been posting for quite a while and I daresay that too many things've been happening in these few days.

Anyway, Thurs night to Sunday morning, went to KL and back. Then 4.30pm Candy called me go town with her, Paul & Abel. Then bathed, reached there and met them around 6 plus? Then Abel left to go his grandma house, so left me, Candy & Paul. Then, watched Confessions of a Shopaholic. Quite Funny lol. Then eat dinner and mrt-ed back to Tamp.

Today, VERY LONG DAY.
Tomorrow,
WILL BE EVEN LONGER !!

Cause got 4periods? of Maths? Like.. OMG..

Zzz...

Later post more.

-

2009-04-08T22:03:00.001+08:00

Emo emo emo ...

Every memory of you is walking out the front door
Sometimes I don't know if it's worth waiting for..

._. No comment -

2009-04-08T19:03:00.003+08:00

Many things happened today. Some of which are just tooooo complicated and messed up to say here.

Anyway, had 1/2 day of school after which we went to Yio Chu Kang Stadium to watch the Volleyballers have their final national match. Blah blah blah.. They won against Xinmin Sec. YAY ! :D Lol..

Then, went back school. Then went to Mac with Candy, Paul, Walton & Ernest to eat a while. Then halfway kaijie came in a few times then went to send walton home. After that, all went home.

Tell me:

What's Wrong.

Stop the hate? Laugh at it in their face !

2009-04-07T19:29:00.002+08:00

OMG.. We haven't like quarreled for 3 months plus and yst you just had to? C'mon, I minding my own business and watch tv , u just had to come in and yell at everyone, switch off my tv and WANT TO CUT MY INTERNET & CABLE??!!

_|_

Go die la bitch. Make me sleep when I angry..Hope you tio car bang la ! Knn.. Wake me up also have to shout like nobody's business. Say I late you don't care then fine la ! I really don't care cause I like to be late. Zzz.. Make up your bloody mind, say I late dun care still wan send me to school.. I really hope you tio car bang leh..

Mood swing person.

Stop yelling at me in my face and keep saying like i'm always in the wrong and you're always in the right and say that I'm vice versa. I mean, look at yourself first la DUMB. You are the one shouting. You are the one causing trouble. I'm the one shutting up and take all that from you !

And and ..

.. to another person

I swear, I got nothing to say about you. Just stop treating us like backup. That's all I've gotta say.

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2009-03-23T21:53:00.001+08:00

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Enjoy!

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2009-03-17T22:15:00.002+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY WALTON CHUA !

Zzz.. Now that's done..

Today was a really tedious day. Its like 9-12 for Chinese and 1-4 for Maths based on set theory which i have no idea what the heck it is. I don't wanna go for Chinese tmrw but cannot skip lo.. Parents dun allow.. Zzz...

Circus

2009-03-15T20:35:00.007+08:00

Hey guys,

it's been a while since i posted. Fell sick for a couple of days and i'm still on medication. So ya, let's start from Wednesday.

Wednesday

Came school, had presentation about the NZ exchange with the lower sec, then we went back to class for homeroom then Maths. Had a quiz and did some filing. By then i was already feeling feverish, but like nvm cause i thought it will just be there for a while then that's it.

Then blah blah, it was recess. Went down with the usual clique, returned with the usual clique. Bah! It was SS, the super boring lesson, but thankfully it was only a half hour and i was freezing like mad, not to add the temperature change caused by the rain and wind. It was really cold for me cause i was sick.

Next period was chem and we just had to have it in the auditorium with the aircon! Btw, my chem file is still missing ! so ya, just held on cause school ends in 2 hours. After that it was english, couldn't take it anymore, my forehead's burning and i just slept all the way til geog.. Couldn't sleep well though, i mean, who can?

Geog lesson came, sleep ; wake up ; sleep ; wake up.. Then ard 1:50pm called my dad to come pick me up cause i still had to bring my books back home and i didn't wanna walk..

Thanks Shi hui & Candy & others that i don't remember [sry] for being concerned. And ya, thanks a lot Kaijie for taking my books and waiting with me for my dad to come.

Thursday

I couldn't sleep the whole of last night due to the fever that made my mind jumbled so as to that I can't stick to one pillow ! So ya, when i "woke up" I looked like a living dead cause my eyes were like so bloodshot.

I just had to wake up for Meet the parents. I went there with my dad and boy! he went there and made a scene ! Cause our timeslot was at 8am and we reached there on time only to find out that my dad had to wait. Ok, i have no problem waiting, just that hurry cause I want to sleep. But apparantly my dad just can't, 8:25am he was making a ruckus with Boaz, almost looked like he was scolding and about to blow anytime. Then Boaz mother was explaining to him but didn't go through to him. So when Abel's mum and himself came out, he was like confronting Mrs Quek and from 5th in line, we jumped to the next one in line. And i know i heard Mui's dad saying: why does he think he's so special.

Um.. why?

Cause he has to been in court by 8:45am and he cannot wait cause the court doesn't wait..

Blah ! I don't like bringing my dad to MTPS but my mum won't go.. So mrs quek just said about my results and behaviour. Behaviour-wise, she said i looked lethargic even before i had mc for tuesday. LOL

Result-wise : English,combined science and chinese i had Band 5. Maths and A-Maths 1. The rest i failed.

After that, went home and straightaway I slept. Slept from 8:35am to 5:20pm. That was how tired i was. I felt better right away. Hahas

Friday - Sunday

It was slacky day for those days. Nothing to say. Now, to watch Dark Knight. Bye.

2009-03-10T14:01:00.000+08:00

HAPPY 17TH BIRTHDAY ROYSTON LEE

BOO

2009-03-09T23:19:00.005+08:00

You spin my head right round right round
When you go down when you go down

OMG.. I'm like hooked onto that song..! I can't get it outta my head!

Anyway, I passed my Maths and A-Maths ~ YAY ! & my English.
Geog, cfm fail, no nid say. Same goes for Bio. I passed Chinese !!

Hm.. Parents coming back in about 1/2 hour. Wahahaha.. Got bring any goodies back? xD
Ok.. Zi-high. =P

Because I'll never let this go
But i can't find the words to tell you
I don't wanna be alone
But now I feel like I don't know you

OK..FREAKING RANDOM. BUT WHO CARES?! I'M HIGH ~~
UM..
This is freaky..
><"

O ya !
ANYONE KNOWS WHERE MY CHEM FILE WENT? I CAN'T FIND IT ANYWHERE!
SCARELY SOME JOKER GO HIDE..

THAT JOKER DIE !!

=P

OK SHIHUI ! I POSTED. HAPPY?

These are the consequences of me getting high on my blog.
MUHAHAHAHA ~~

We've been talking from different states
I've never laid my eyes on a girl this way
All this time I've looked away
Over and over I kept playing it safe
Now this time I won't run away
We've never met on a one night's day

I know we've never met except on the internet
I've got the camera by the van
So was yours to hear
Oh no
This is about the crazy connection
But you keep on memorising all my intentions
Even though we've never met
But I think I'm losin it ~~

WHEE...~

OK..I'd better end here.. before things get "worse"
*tiptoe away*

2009-03-09T01:13:00.001+08:00

1:15am now & I'm not sleepy. Haiz.. school starts in 6-7 hours. Why the weekend pass so fast??

Long long ago...

2009-03-07T21:48:00.002+08:00

It's been ages since I last posted anything. Hm.. can't think of anything to post except: MY PARENTS AREN'T HERE FOR THE WEEKEND !! HEHE

Apart from that, events like the Japan exchange happened, blah blah blah, hm... I don't think i missed anything else. But

HAPPY 16TH BIRTHDAY DIONNA! SORRY I'M LIKE 1-2 DAYS LATE..

Ouch?

2009-02-27T19:00:00.001+08:00

Title says it all.

OUCH!

Reminder : Change your glasses or get contacts for those accidental hits now and then

LOL

Way back into love

2009-02-18T20:08:00.003+08:00

Quite a nice song, listen to it.

Way Back Into Love - Hugh Grant & Haley Bennett

Happy Birthday Trishal

2009-02-18T20:06:00.000+08:00

Happy Birthday Trishal ~~

Someone 16 already seh.. ~

Best wishes ok?

Random

2009-02-17T22:09:00.005+08:00

Ok,

Remembered something and decided to write it down. Random stuff, i know

Play the laughter
Pause the memories
Stop the pain
Rewind the happiness
-------------------------

Laugh your heart out
Dance in the rain
Cherish the memories
Ignore the pain
Love and learn
Forget and forgive
Remember you only have
One life to live
-------------------------

Everyone sees
Who I appear to be
But only a few
Know the real me

You can only see
what I choose to show
There's so much more
That you'll never know
-------------------------

One day your life will flash before you eyes
Make sure its worth watching
-------------------------

Experience is a hard teacher
It gives you the test first
And the lesson later
-------------------------

In order to be irreplaceble
One must be different
-------------------------

God is a DJ
Life is a dancefloor
Love is the rhythm
You are the music
-------------------------

You're got enemies?
Good, that means you stood up for something in your life
-------------------------

Sometimes it's best to forget how you feel
And remember what you deserve
-------------------------

I'm someone you'll regret losing
I promise you that
-------------------------

Some things fall apart
So others fall into place
-------------------------

So if i had a boyfriend
This is where his name would go
And this is the part I'd say
"OMG, I freaking love you"
But no, not me
I'm happy being single
And I'll wait for that one guy
Who truly deserves it
-------------------------

8 billion people &
8 billion souls in the world
Sometimes, all you need is 1
-------------------------

Real girls aren't perfect
Perfect girls aren't real
-------------------------

If you're gonna be two-faced
At least make one of them pretty
-------------------------

Smiles and tears
Giggles and laughs
Late night calls
And old photographs

I'm here for you
until my death
I love you babe
Til my last breath
------------------------

Life isn't about finding yourself
It's about creating yourself.
------------------------

I know it's long
But that's the end
Unless you want more
I won't post any again

Good night ~

-.-"

2009-02-16T18:57:00.002+08:00

I DON'T LIKE HIM...

It's just a gift that just happened to the chocolate. Heck! Even if it's another guy, I'll still give the same damn thing ! I see no reason for you to be touching me and pulling me towards him. I mean, you won't like it if I did that to you right? Unless you're jealous or something, there's no need to be doing that kind of immature, childish thing !Zzz... No need to go all 7.60 on me..

Anyway, today was a really, really warm and hot day. Thanks to the haze apparantly, we're like in an oven because the heat can't escape. Lessons were a bore as usual AND we had extra maths classes, as though 3 periods of maths weren't enough for the day , they just had to add in another hour more.. Halfway through maths extra classes, IT FINALLY RAINED. OMG, I WAS SO HAPPY CAUSE THERE WAS WIND AND SUCH. Lols, what? It's good to feel wind on a hot, hot day.

After the extra classes, Sherilyn and natalie was still going all 7.60 on me, pulling me towards him and such.. Zzz... !!! It's JUST merci chocolate, what's the rush? Then, went home with Trish, Clarissa,Tracy and Hajar.

Life's still a bore.

Valentine

2009-02-14T14:03:00.001+08:00

V for Valentine

D for Day

Today's Valentine's day and i'm not going out. For those of you who knows, valentine's day is not my best day of the year. Probably the worst cause i just don't like it. Who the hell created it anyway?

Shall edit my post later. Since it's like afternoon.

Happy Valentine's Day

2009-02-13T17:39:00.002+08:00

Hm..

Today was a better day than i thought it'd be. Received notes and small gifts from friends. So ya, THANKS :) After the last period had CHAPEL, and no offence, but it was seriously boring.. Cause i don't really believe in that stuff. After chapel was chinese remedial, had a mock test. After that, i went home.

Once i got home, i called my mother cause i found out i had to pick Justin up from his school, so, changed and left. Frigging HOT weather, sweating like crazy. After dropping Justin off at home, i went down again to help my mum buy stuff for cooking xD

Will post more later, cause i just came back.

Life

2009-02-12T20:42:00.002+08:00

I shall blog

Today was in a way, quite slack day i guess. Biology, Mr Wong didn't come, but instead of that Mulyyano[?] guy to relieve, came in this other damn kp teacher. Zzz..!! Tell us do theory book page blah to page blah. But, got no book, so have to wait for people finish then copy. Then, me, Lionel & Clarissa was like telling him that we got no book.. Then he go write dunno what on his paper. After that, he was saying "By the end of the lesson, i don't care if u finish ur work a not. If you didn't do, just hand in a blank piece of foolscap paper with your name on it. It will be counted for today's attendance."

Ok, fine. Cause majority of us didn't bring it anyway. But, c'mon, isn't his methods a little not thought through? Cause our attendance was taken a loooong time ago. Sheesh ~! He just wanna catch us for not coming to class..

Anyway, enough about that. So, me and clarissa were talking about how to plan trishal's bdae and some past stuff that i had to dig out from my mind. Then, i was dying to know who my angel was cause until now still got nothing, i don't really care but i'm just interested to know. Stupid Lionel ~ !!! SPOIL my MOOD !! Go and tell me is Syafwan.. -.-" I'm sooo suay..

DAMN U LIONEL !!!

Then, next period was A-maths, and we had A-Maths TEST. Thanks to his little stunt earlier, i had no mood to think for my test and out of 3 questions, i din finish one part of EACH. But, it WAS a HARD test to begin with.

After school, I was feeling fine, not caring about the earlier incident. Walked with Clarissa and Farah to market cause need buy chocolate for our MORTAL .. Since I had no idea what to buy, Clarissa "advised" me to buy a set of MERCI chocolate for my MORTAL. Fine, spent $7.60 on him.. Once in a lifetime, i'm doing this for a guy I DON'T LIKE. I don't have a choice anyway..

After that, walked Farah to her house, then peii-ed Clarissa to her bus-stop. Then i walked back to my bus-stop and went home. Reached home, bathed and what not. Switched on comp and played til evening. Went out for dinner. Now using relative's laptop to blog.

CONGRATULATIONS TO CLARISSA, WHO FINALLY SAW WHO SHE WANTED TO SEE FOR A LOOOONG TIME -.-"

Crapping

2009-02-10T23:07:00.002+08:00

Ok.. I'm finally blogging..

Yay ! What not, crap whatever ~

Anyway,
Many things happened since the last post. Cross country, valentine's [yuck!] day gaming, tests,tests and more TESTS ! Going out, having fun.. yada-yada. Obviously i'm not in the mood for looooooong posts. So yea, get over with it.

I'm still not talking to my dad and who knows how long its gonna last ! At least my life's much quieter. ^^

Anger

2009-01-31T23:26:00.004+08:00

I'm seriously pissed.

All my tv channels are cancelled..

MTV

AXN

HBO

Cinemax

Star movies

Hallmark

And what not

----------

Supposed to be the cartoon channels cancel cause of my y.sis Disney, CN and Nickelodeon.

But how the hell..

MY CHANNELS ALL GONE AND THE CARTOON CHANNELS STILL THERE?!!?

I WANNA HIT SOMEONE

History

2009-01-30T18:41:00.001+08:00

Since i'm posting,

Yesterday's dinner was crazy but fun. LOL

"BEST"

2009-01-30T18:21:00.004+08:00

Lol.. Here to post about this song that me and clarissa were making up in class ~ HAHA ~ Friggin Funny and kinda bad. LOL

Here goes:

If i were a bi
I'd go around kissing girls
And I'd go for guys that i know
And i know i can never have

Get drunk when in bars
And flirt with the stars
Leaving them with cuts and bruises
From out partying til dawn breaks at night

I'm a hardcore lesbian
With an ego to boost
I'd tie girls by my bedside
And let them have the time of their life
Whenever they choose

----
But you're just a bitch
And you don't have a clue
With a body like that babe
How do you think you're gonna pull through

----
I layer my face
With tons of creme matte
I brush my lashes with Loreal
And suck up to the people i hate

----
If i were the boy
Who gets attached to you
I'd have sealed my own damn fate
Ever since i said " I love you"

----
I'd flaunt all my cash
(You'd don't wanna do that)
And act like i'm cool
(Oh, you think you do)
I blackmail people for my use
Then dump them whenever i choose
(Girl, you know that's wrong)

----
But i'm not a bi

-End-

P.S: Bi means bisexual for those who don't know

OMG.. then me and clarissa were like laughing like crazy in class cause it was a really random song that we thought up.. LOL

Hm.. Maybe should write if i were gay. LOL

If i were a boy

2009-01-28T20:31:00.001+08:00

If I were a boy
Even just for a day
I'd roll out of bed in the morning
And throw on what I wanted then go
Drink beer with the guys
And chase after girls
I'd kick it with who I wanted, and I'd never get confronted for it
Cuz they'd stick up for me

If I were a boy
I think I could understand
How it feels to love a girl
I swear I'd be a better man
I'd listen to her
'Cuz I know how it hurts
When you lose the one you wanted
'Cuz he's taken you for granted
And everything you had got destroyed

If you were a boy
Then, girl, you'd understand
You need to stop listenin' to your friends
Love, respect, and trust your man
So I go to the clubs with the guys
And sometimes flirt with the girls
I should be able to roll out, as long as I'm comin' home to you
And give you the world

But you're not a boy
So you don't have a clue
How I work and pay the bills
Girl everything I do is for you

I'd listen to her
'Cuz I know how it hurts
When you lose the one you wanted
'Cuz he's taken you for granted
And everything you had got destroyed

If I were a boy (If I were a girl)
I would turn off my phone (I wouldn't play games)
Tell everyone it's broken
So they'd think that I was sleeping alone (girl you know that's wrong)
I'd put myself first
And make the rules as I go
'Cuz I know that she'd be faithful
Waiting for me to come home, to come home

But you're not a boy
So you can't understand
You are not a perfect woman
And I am not a perfect man

I'd listen to her
'Cuz I know how it hurts (and I know how you feel)
When you lose the one you wanted
'Cuz he's taken you for granted
And everything you had got destroyed (said I'm sorry)

It's a little too late for you to come back

But I can't let you go, 'cuz I'm too attached
If you thought I would wait for you
You thought wrong

But you're just a boy....

Mood swings

2009-01-28T18:13:00.003+08:00

Suddenly i feel really irritated...

Whatever, i'm still not talking to my dad.

._.

Tmrw having class dinner.

happy CNY much?

2009-01-25T21:24:00.002+08:00

Hey guys,

Currently blogging from my grandfather's house in Msia and will be returning in 2 days :D Happy Chinese New Year to whoever's reading this. LOL

Anyway, besides seeing cousins, watching late night movies, dissing homework and what not, it's not that bad. Haven't been talking to my dad for 3 days now cause of an issue.

Bah ~ Msia's having a week holiday while we're only having 4 days.. and i found out that, for msians, we need to go to the army, girl or guy. Once we turn 18, we have to go, and if we can't, we have to turn in a letter saying we're exempted.. -.-"

Damn.. i don't wanna go..

Life lIfe liFe lifE LIFE

2009-01-21T19:26:00.002+08:00

Was late for school today, cause wake up late. Woke ard 0830.. then left at 0845 ard there. School was kinda slack today except for SS and Maths. The rest was per normal.
Went home with Trishal and i have chinese hw due and undone..

We're required to write a compo about this movie "The (something) (something)" Zz.. i also forgot what the title. I haven't done her letter writing yet. Maybe will start on it later. Who knows?

Really addicted to lesley roy's songs cause it's really nice. Reminds me that i should start placing music into my lyrics.. or else it's just empty words with useless meanings.. Hahas.

Cause when it comes to you
There's nothing i can do
I can't make you love me when you don't
I see it in your eyes
On the compromise
I can't take another slow goodbye

-Lesley Roy-

Curse your own soul

2009-01-17T21:33:00.003+08:00

F*** it.

I seriously hate playing new board games with family. Cause it makes me really impatient and i'll get very pek chek.. I just hate going through basics.

I see it in your eyes
on the compromise
I can't take another slow goodbye

kiss and tell

2009-01-16T23:50:00.001+08:00

It was you and me, against the world
And you promised me forever more
Was it something that I said
Was it something that I did
Cause I gotta know what made me unbeautiful

Time and tide all over again

2009-01-16T22:36:00.002+08:00

PE was quite fun cause was playing handball. Had maths quiz. Lessons was as per normal. Class shirt was down to black shirt with lime green letters. POLO :D I just love polo tees :D

Aft school, sorry was supposed to help hajar with the board but i forgot. So sorry. Went home,was really tired. Slept, played comp. Normal stuff. Knew a new artiste :Lesley Roy. Heard from clarissa's blog then i went to check her whole album. Kinda nice. It gets stuck in your head.

Hear Unbeautiful by her, it's really nice.

I'm not wasting these words

2009-01-14T15:39:00.003+08:00

Returned from school not long ago. Mei Quek didn't come so had 2 1/2 free periods for me. Homeroom, English and Geography. Slacked a bit. Class was deciding on a class jersey and the color came to be hot pink with white-bordered black letters.

I'm betting it looks horrid. I'm not one who likes pink a lot anyway.

Nothing much really happened anyway. So I've got nothing much to post. Maybe more interesting things will happen tmrw :D

2009-01-11T20:58:00.002+08:00

It's really retarded and a wrong angle sense of thinking..

I mean, just because she divorce with my him doesn't mean we can't say hi to her y'know.. NO need to come and crap ard in the car and call my mother a woman with no self respect, love to bring her children into these kind of things and threaten her with DIVORCE. I mean, we DON'T CARE. SO, QUIT MAKING OUR LIFE LIKE CASES.

Use your head to think can a not? It's basic common sense. Say hi to her cause, she DID, whether you like it or not, take care of us from very young okay! No need to come home, scold ppl, just because YOU don't like it. It's really mental.

Go USE YOUR HEAD AND THINK PLEASE.

2009-01-10T13:01:00.003+08:00

2 more new videos :D

Big Bang ! Lies :D

Whisung - Angel :D

2009-01-09T22:46:00.002+08:00

I'll keep this short and simple. Don't really wanna post much today. Not much mood.

I just realized that Valentine's Day is coming up, ok, i know it's totally random for me to suddenly say that. But, it's one of my hated days of the year. Dunno why, cause its like gift here gift there then, and also cause got bad memory on that day for a few years liao. lol.. blah blah blah ~ But then, maybe i'll give friends gift on that day . Just maybe.

Hm.. will be having remedial for an hour for almost every school day. Maths seating arrangement sitting between Natalie and Sherilyn. In the second row. T.T.. I wanna sit at the back.. Don't like so front.

O, i wanna get my driver's license soon :D. Why? Cause when i get it, i wanna go on a road trip with friends to some place. It'll be fun :D It's on my to-do list. Haha, haven't 16 then still thinking about driving =P

Hm..this year's gonna be a bit stressing but i'm finally understanding POA =]If i dunno anything then i ask all the ones who's good at it .

PE was Mr Chiang, he like to talk a lot of stuff.. nonsensical stuff.. like guys need upper body muscles to carry their wife on their wedding day or else married and divorce on the same day. ._. But, guys also need for army. Took height and weight. Bah ~ I from overseas come back gain 3 kg ... Zzz.. eat so much there cause it's winter and we'll be hungry for every 2-3 hours. Come back to sg must start to go back to gym :D Yea ~ And i heard that Glene at the back row say Wa! so heavy..!

Ya la.. i know i heavy okay.. At least i'm not fat can already. Grew 2-3 cm. Need to lose some weight.. Confirm ! By the end of this month i'll lose 3-5 kg anyway :D Very easy for me to lose weight.At the rate i'm going, can pass 2.4 anytime :D

Hm.. o and .. I dunno which a***** threw my poa book into the dustbin.. Damn..

What else? I know i said that i'll keep it short and simple. But yea, i dun think so. I love my music :D

Cut my hair few days ago and it's really short.. from the back look like boy T.T Haiz.. faster grow my hair long can already. Just not that long til i have to tie. It's too troublesome.

I'll just go wherever i decide to and let nature run my life. It's so much easier than worrying about everything. :D Right?

2009-01-06T22:44:00.002+08:00

Watch these 2 videos. Damn nice. xD

2009-01-05T19:30:00.001+08:00

Aaahhh ~

My hair looks horror !

2009-01-04T21:58:00.001+08:00

Such a cloudy night.

It's been a boring day and i've a headache.

I'll see u in school tmrw ^^

2009-01-02T19:10:00.000+08:00

btw, dun care about the damn date. It's always a day earlier.. means now it's 2nd Jan.

2009-01-02T15:07:00.000+08:00

I'm still in Hk, going back tmrw.

Left at 20th Dec, flight was at the morning. Throughout the whole vacation, we went from hk to macau to zhuhai to shenzhen and back to hk.

Experienced fun and really disappointing events, not to mention pissed at times and friggin cold. Obviously, quarreling with people does bring anger and it's normal in my life.

ok, we had 8 people squeezing tgt in my uncle's living room. Another 2 in a room. 4 in another room and 3 in the last room. So total, we had 17 people squeezing in my uncle's apartment. Guess how we slept in the living room.

We used sleeping bags. Me, my older sis and my cousins and my maid in sleeping bags. My uncle and my brother on the couch. My y,sis on the floor on a really nice mini bed.

Haha

So we ate, we caught up with each other and we had fun. Not to mention little quarrels with my mum here and there. I lost my phone somwhere.

ok.. blah blah blah.

Ferried to macau, stayed a night. Walked over to Zhuhai, stayed a few nights. Then, ferried to Shenzhen, stayed a few nights. Went to the theme park there as well..

I shall blog this part.

In Shenzhen, we stayed at City Inn, who were charging us for everything and it got pricey. Kinda pissed at reception cause seriously, it was the worst.
First they charged us for the laundry bags we used at S$7 per bag. And 4 were used. They didn't tell us that it was chargeble, so we dunked out all our laundry into the bag and gave them back the bags. Secondly, cause there was an accidental bloody stain made on the bed, they want to charge us abt 60HKD. Ok, fine. Then she said, it could't come out and wants to charge an additional 20HKD or something like that. Fine. THEN, they said it seeped until all the way to the mattress below and wants to charge in total HKD160. No way. That pushed it. Might as well charge us for everything. Stupid reception. China is filled with crooks who overprice people, not to mention cons and liars. Fuck off man.

So, now, i'm back in HK and dyeing my hair back to black. Coming back to school on Mon.

Hope u guys enjoyed the first day.

Peace out.

o, and will post pics when i get them.

2009-01-01T01:15:00.000+08:00

ok..
the worst thing on this trip is

I LOST MY DAMN BLOODY PHONE IN CHINA

probably dropped it or pickpocketed... who knows..

damn.. and i won't have another phone in like half a year T.T

haiz.. and i'm missing first day of school...

i'll see u all on Monday ;D

I don't think I want this anymore
As she drops the ring to the floor
She says to herself: 'You've left before'
This time you will stay gone, that's for sure

And he shouted something else
She dragged her suitcase down the path,
To the driveway.
She had never gone that far.

Normally this would be the time
That she would let him talk her out of leaving,
But this time, without crying,
As she got into her car, she said,

No, happily never after
That just ain't for me, because finally
I know I deserve better after all,
I'll never let another teardrop fall.

As she drove away she starts to smile,
Realized she hadn't for a while.
No destination, she drove for miles
Wondering why she stayed in such denial.

Laughing about the way he shattered something else
To drag her suitcase down the path,
To the driveway.
She had never gone that far

Normally this would be, the time that she
Would let him talk her out of leaving,
But this time, without crying,
As she got into her car, she said,

No, happily never after
That just ain't for me, because finally
I know I deserve better after all,
I'll never let another tear drop fall.

I'm done, I'm done, said I'm so done (So done, done, done, done, done)
I'm free, I'm free, I'm free
Free to be me.

She inhales an air she'd never breathed before
Cure of no drama no more.

She said
{3x}
No, happily never after
That just ain't for me, because finally
I know I deserve better after all,
I'll never let another teardrop fall

2009-01-01T00:21:00.001+08:00

yo all

HAPPY NEW YEAR

Bye

2008-12-24T18:46:00.000+08:00

IT'S CHRISTMAS EVE, SO IN ADVANCE

MERRY CHRISTMAS.

LOL.

Rant post

2008-12-24T00:11:00.000+08:00

what's the use of buying a psp with 16GB and sharing it with 6 people? Mother, father and 3 other siblings. I might as well dun play at all.. the games all suck anyway. I prefer my computer a lot better.

Fuck u, cb mother. Keep scolding me cause of Jessica again. Say what, i never involve her when me and sara are talking and say i inconviently insulted her. WTF. is she dun wan to socialize and we also NEVER talk about her can?! Fuck u.

Then, she really dun eat so many things wad! I say is fact lor, then u fucking still wan say that i insult her. What i do?! Then go genki sushi for dinner, then still say that i talk bad about her and never ask her to come join.

1. She dun eat sushi.
2. We talking about other stuff.
3. Who the hell wanna talk about her!

2008-12-23T22:04:00.000+08:00

http://www.pspiso.com/showthread.php?t=83780

I'll leave it here a while until i return to sg.

2008-12-19T18:34:00.000+08:00

Argh.. it had to be one heck of a nightmare for me to cry in my sleep.

Anyway, played perfect world and packed for tmrw's flight. Returning on the 3rd Jan so maybe missing first day of school. DON'T MISS ME HOR!

And, congrats to those sec 4 who passed their 'N'Level. :D

2008-12-18T00:46:00.000+08:00

i shall blog today.

Woke up, bathed everything. Played perfect world until evening. Cooked dinner. Watched the 9 o'clock show. Then play perfect world again. Now it's 12:48am. I'll be watching tv later. 2 more days until i leave for hong kong. Natalie's leaving already.

Must take care ya?

:D

2008-12-16T22:06:00.000+08:00

Don't look back even if no one believes us

2008-12-16T19:44:00.000+08:00

i shall blog about today.

Woke up at 8, parents still at home, so eat breakfast then go down buy milk for the 2 kiddies. Then mother left me $60 cause later going out and buying books and uniform. She thought she gimme 60 but she gimme 70. Nvm, extra 10 :] Then she go work ard 9.

Used comp until 10, bathed and packed for later cause going wild2wet with aw and natalie. Bathe le then change to school uni cause cannot find my pe. Met sh at the bus stop at 11, then from there go in. Bought books and can't buy uni cause the shop close.. Walked to main gate, said bye to sh. Went to big bookshop to buy my brother's chinese books and ss. Other day then buy the exercise books.

Went home, changed and take my bag and go to tamp inter. The bag got the pulley thing cause i cannot find the other bag. Ard 1220 met nicole and nat at bus 3 there. Bused to wild2wet. Reach le then ate lunch at food junction. I suddenly very hungry but nvm, later eat again. Bought tickets and tried to find a locker. Stupid.. cause my bag got the pulley thing, cannot find any locker that can fit my bag and the big ones were all taken.. So in the end, left my bag at the guest relations office and left my clothes at natalie's bag.

Played the river thing, float here and there then go the waterslide. The purple one damn dark like cannot see anything, as though got close eyes but is actually never. So, i got stuck at the slide.. cannot move de.. and it's damn dark , so obviously scared lo, faster move then stop then move then stop then can move again. The feeling is like got people behind you but actually got nobody . I'llbe damn scared if it happened one day la.

Then go the 6 seater one. Dunno why aw scared. So nvm, dun force her liao. Then go the tsunami, keep dropping from the float and trying to float. Then, played the U thing with natalie. Going down time i facing backwards but actually quite ok bah. Then go the river again then play the soap suds. Then go the 6 seater again, while aw wait for us. Then go the cycle thing. Sit on it the feeling is like wanna fall off anytime. I dun wanna die yet y'know.'

Then play the kiddie thing a while then float around the river for another 2 rounds then go bathe le. Bathe le then change, took my bag and eat again. Then wait for bus 21 to go home. Tired..

4 more days and i'm leaving for Hong kong. :D
3rd Jan then return.

Saw him today. At least i think it was him. Looked a lot like him. Was on a bike and looked more mature and can see the arm muscles from across the road. Wahaha...!! -.-

2008-12-15T16:55:00.001+08:00

Christmas is in 10 days and school's gonna start soon. The best thing is i haven't even buy my books or uniform and i'm leaving in 5 days. Maybe will buy them tmrw or somewhen this week.

Nowdays keep cannot sleep, like only 3 plus then can sleep... even though if tired i'll be wide awake. Wa..!! i want my sleep. i love my sleep x]

Anyway, today had to follow my brother go his primary school and buy his textbooks. So, when we reach there, it wasn't even open.. then from my house walk there come back already 40 mins. Lol.. ok.. I'm being really random.

I'm just bored during the holidays. And i just realized that i'm neglecting people.

2008-12-14T19:19:00.000+08:00

okay, actually twilight isn't so bad. maybe i just got cranky and posted that it was a major disappointment. LOL.

2008-12-12T19:39:00.000+08:00

Tale about major disappointment for sneeks..

TWILIGHT WAS A MAJOR DISAPPOINTMENT ; SKIPPED SO MUCH PARTS

is it because we watched sneeks thats why it seemed to have skipped to one scene to another?